I did not see this coming. Forgive me God for not making the decisions that I should have. I should have… I could have… I would have… It’s a hard thing to comprehend something, when you don’t understand it until after it has happened.
The fingers point, the pressure builds and the whirl wind of grief, dissapointment, stress and human factors unfold. Makes me wonder at this point, what am I built for? Not what mission entails and can I fulfill the mission. What am I built for? Until me go through a situation, we don’t always know ahead of time that we will make it through.
Take a special forces recruit and put him in the middle of the war without repeated training and he may last for a day or two, but beyond that he’s not ready for the advanced level of responsibility; his skill set doesn’t lend to the duress of the field. Our past experiences help us with future ones, but not all past experiences can be applied to the future ones… so we continue to learn and re-learn. At some point the things we learn should be shared with someone else.
Forgive me God for not sharing with others, when I could have. Forgive me for not listening with a submissive ear. Thank you for not turning your back on your people and me. I will continue to seek your wisdom. Amen
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Luke 6:36 Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful.
Matthew 6:14 For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.
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